Alan L. Winters

Portrait of an old Vietnamese man during the Battle of Hue, 1968 by Don McCullin
Portrait of an old Vietnamese man during the Battle of Hue, 1968. Photo by: Don McCullin
ASIAN MAN

Asian man, I know you.
You carry with you the heat and dust and typhoon rains
That are the fragments of forgotten dreams.
Deep within a shrapneled soul
I hate you and fear you,
Respect and honor you.
You are a survivor of the war, but so am I.
Whose side were you on?
Which parcel of land did you occupy?
Did I once know you as my brother
Or did we shoot at one another?

But that was long ago.
I carry in me the scars of war
And I see the same in you.
So perhaps the time has come
That it best be left alone
And leave the questions still unanswered,
The answers still unknown.

Author’s Note: When I was on the train one night going in to work I saw a man a bit older than I, who looked Vietnamese and seemed frighteningly familiar. I had worked for some time with the Vietnamese but only this man affected me.