DECISIONS TO STAY, DECISIONS TO GO...
I am but a simple soldier who did his time
Lots of memories locked away some too painful to bear
Who will understand me, who really cares?
Look at what I have become
A forgotten soldier who did his time years ago
Memories awaken me in the dark with oh so familiar
Sounds and faces
Body parts all lined up in a row
Trying to find which part is whose
Putting the parts back together
Hoping the magic of life will appear
Nothing works
What good am I?
Who have I helped?
Bodies are piled so high...
Sitting here with bottle of sleeping pills
Take out one knowing it will guide me to sleep
Take out 15 knowing that sleep will be forever
The question still remains shall I sleep for a period of time
Or shall this be a finally goodbye
Not really sure if this is my
Decision to Stay or Decision to Go...