GOD'S BURDEN TO ME
I can not fathom any reason in living.
It is a burden that God is giving.
It is now very plain for me to see
That I did not deserve this oppression given to me.
There has not been a day where things have not been sour.
Something I have faced every single hour.
There is a true hatred that I have for God's unwelcoming token,
And I truly hope that very soon it will be broken.
Oh, get me out of the misery that I feel!
It is becoming too difficult for me to deal!
I need something to assuage my everlasting pain,
And yet I know that every solution will be in vain.
Amongst all my woes and wretchedness,
I do not think I shall ever find light in this darkness,
For I know that something is wrong there,
As I truly feel as I do not belong here.
Who ever thought that life could be a blessing?
I have found it nothing but harassing.
I know that I must continue to face this everlasting war,
But I must lay my hands off now, for I will speak no more.