THUNDER STORM
When I woke up this morning
I looked out the window and the clouds were dark and grey
I knew it was gonna be one hell of a stormy day
The moment our eyes met
No dam words needed to be said
As I grab my keys in a hurry for work
I couldn't help but to see your pain and hurt
Oh hell sometimes, I can't stop the mindless senseless blurts!
They come out of my mind with out saying a word it's always the silent look
I don't understand how for some it never seems to rain
The sun always, always shines on them
But for me my mind lives in a thunder storm
My emotions filled with whirlwinds and painful thorns
My mind does not live in the center of peace I'm not in the zone
I wonder why my mind has no friends; there is only one voice I hear
No one seems to care that there is no sunshine over here!
So I sit in this dam chair starting into space where my mind can finally take a rest
The time is coming to an end there's no way out
My mind is wide a awake the voice begins to shout
Let me out, let me out... Dam you let me out...
Now the storm in my head takes over and the wind begins to howl
My mind asks me, "How does it feel
To be so dam all alone
Where the light is always turned off?
So how does it feel?' I answer back, "It feels cold!"
Before I drove home I went for a spin
I ended up staring at the ocean
With the windows rolled all the way down
I could feel the wind blowing and the breeze was coming in
My mind stopped hurting me
I suddenly could breathe again
As I saw the ocean's mighty sea rolling in
For a moment the sun shining on me
I knew it was time to go home and look at your pain and hurt
I knew today! I made a new friend, I called him the sun
I know who I am I can't hide, but it has nothing to do with you
It's all me, I only wish you could have seen the sun shine on me...
I'm so sorry for the words that were never said
I am sorry for the thunder that lives in my head
But today the ocean gave me the sun
I know now I can go on...
Do you want to go for a walk? I hear it's still sunny outside...