DOUBTFUL

I am feeling lonely in the early morning light
I am just not sure what it's about
I'm feeling lonely as I'm sleeping by your side
I am feeling empty inside out

I am feeling doubtful that we've really patched things up
I know what I see is what I get
You have been most pleasant in a careful kind of way
Now I'm just not sure what to expect

I just want to love you in the way that I know how
You don't seem to want to follow through
I am feeling lonely and you'd be the first to say
It's because of me not 'cause of you

You have told me you will not have nights that lead to tears
You are just too old for all that stuff
Still you wouldn't listen about all I had to say
It's not that its too late - it's not enough

I am feeling doubtful that I even have to ask
I am praying that the smoke will clear
Isn't it a pity that we both end up this way
We just can't seem to put away the fear

Maybe in the afternoon, the sun will reappear
And my mood will slowly turn about
So I sit here praying that this all is in my head
Still, this morning, all I feel is doubt