BUTTERCUP PATCHES
I wonder? What would Sara say
If she read what I wrote?
I wonder what she would misspell
When she would leave her note?
I think she would give sound advice
She might suggest revision
And she would say – we go round once
She'd ponder my decision
To let you know I'm vulnerable
She might say I was weak
She might say I should tweak it twice
Before I chose to speak
I'm sure she'd say to live and love
And try not to look back
Remind me life is colorful
Not only white or black
I wonder what would Sara do
If she had hurt her man
I don't think she would orchestrate
Some textbook master plan
I think she just would look at me
And say 'It's just the fear
And life is better, when it's shared
So hold on to what is dear"
I wish I could hear Sara now,
It's two months since she died
It's two years since she said to me
You won't know until you've tried
To show this man – your heart and soul
And all you have inside
You're not the type to play it safe
You won't be satisfied
I wonder what her last words were
Or if she read my poem
I hope she knew she was my friend
The day Sara went home.
©Copyright February 18, 2006 by Robin Amy Bass
Author’s Note: This is for Sara...a woman (early 30's) who loved my writing... she e-mailed me and encouraged me after she read my on-line diary.
She was killed in a car crash a few months back... I just found out recently. I will miss her and her Malapropos... Bob Dillion (Bob Dylon) became our joke. She was a few years younger and told me she love "Bob Dillion's music". She is the woman who encouraged me to reunite with Tim.
Buttercup Patches was her Journals name. I will miss her.
Robin
February 18, 2006